Beautiful World

Again. Therapist tells me the regression I perceive is exaggerated. He also said if his life was close to mine in terms of stress - physic...

I suppose I need to mention that I'm writing this at a very obnoxious time in my life. I'm experiencing random dips throughout the d...

Today = difficult.

It is very late and I have an early morning, so this will be as brief as I can possibly make it and still say what's on my mind tonight....

I stopped writing because I'm frustrated. And I feel that most of what is causing me distress is deserved because it's somehow my ow...

I started this blog a long time ago because I needed a place where I could be honest. I think even when I was trying to be honest, though, t...

I spent the week in Laramie. That was weird. I didn't contact old friends or try to meet up with people. I don't know why. Maybe I...

I've been doing better as the week has progressed. Until today. Now I'm back in complete panic mode. One of my students was targeted...

Usually when this happens, I wait to talk about it. I wait until the calm has come. Otherwise, I'm fairly certain the post will feel pas...

Usually when this happens, I wait to talk about it. I wait until the calm has come. Otherwise, I'm fairly certain the post will feel pas...

Usually when this happens, I wait to talk about it. I wait until the calm has come. Otherwise, I'm fairly certain the post will feel pas...

For years I have asserted that I will be okay. It's who I am. I've spent my life perfecting the art of being okay. And I will. Wha...

Today is my birthday. :) I will celebrate by continuing to pack up my home so we can move on Saturday. Well, we. I'll be staying behin...

Midnight, and I should be sleeping. How I feel the need to keep typing after doing transcription this entire day is baffling to me. Too much...

I've stayed away from here for the past three weeks. I've cycled through so many emotions, and I'm learning that I can't rea...

That's how long I'm giving the post-anesthesia depression. I think it's reasonable. About one week per hour that I was in surger...

I'm actually not sure why I write here anymore. Maybe to keep a record? I'm pretty sure it's not because I feel the need to shar...

That's what this was not. 1. My insurance has denied the claim. All of it. Apparently, if I was in the ER, bleeding to death, and an e...

Things I've been doing to prepare for surgery: 1. Running. Every day. Sometimes twice a day. Because I can't stop panicking. And...

I am having trouble coping with this day. Yesterday I got bad news about my health. Major surgery-type news. I can't even think about ...

I've never really felt like I was home. Anywhere. Probably this has something to do with the fact that I lived in six different cities/t...

I'm not kidding. Also, I'm not politically correct. Do not feel sorry for the mentally challenged? the reality benders? those who ca...

Most often, I grow flowers and herbs in the garden area in front of my house. That's good. Sometimes I grow things inside of me. That...