Thursday, June 5, 2008

Here we go again

I've had five beautiful days. Five. Five. Five.

I don't understand why this is happening. I usually have at least three or four weeks before I'm bothered by PTSD crap again. I can't blame stress, because my life is progressively becoming less stressful. I can't blame anything. I want something to blame.

So--tell me a joke? Make me laugh? Remind me that this will pass soon? Help me remember that people are not on earth to hurt me and I don't have to be afraid? Tell me I'm not a failure at life?

I'm not ready...but here it comes...
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4 comments:

  1. A.J.June 6, 2008 at 1:48 AM

    You are awesome. Many people care about you and pray for you. This will pass. hang in there. I wish I knew a funny joke to tell you.....

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  2. ambrosia ananasJune 6, 2008 at 2:54 PM

    [hugs]

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  3. Uncle ArthurJune 8, 2008 at 5:14 AM

    All I can think of is 'what are hundreds and thousands?'
    answer= smartie poos.

    :)

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  4. JBJune 10, 2008 at 11:09 PM

    PTSD sucks. Thanks for sharing the Carol Burnett stuff. I love her! I hope it made you laugh. ;)

    And, I think you should have a conversation with your kids. They sound hilarious. I bet they could make you laugh.

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