That title has nothing to do with this post. The truth is, today is an incredibly bad day after an incredibly bad night. I think it's because of my tooth, because I know I have to go to the dentist. I think it might be because Darrin is leaving for the week again, and he just got back last Tuesday after being gone. I think it might be because my jobs are winding down and I'm panicking that I haven't filled the void. I think it might be because Darrin's family will start coming a week from Monday and he won't be here. I think it might be because I'm lame and can't control stupid PTSD stupid symptoms that are making me feel like freaking out right now, and I don't feel like I can call anyone (number one on coping techniques list), because I waited too long and now I'm stupid scared of people.
That's all. :(